Robb

Good morning...

I hope the day is finding everyone well...It's Tuesday and I am just slightly bored...Yes, I am at work, and I have plenty to do...I just am not into it right at the moment, and thought, well, if I write, then I might be more inclined to get some stuff done...I just have so much on my mind today...

Life is just fine...Life is going slow right now, however...I don't know why I have such a problem with that...Why would I ever want to rush thru? I also feel a tad bit guilty for feeling so bored...especially since the man of my dreams, the man I love is probably TEN TIMES more bored than I...

I mean, let's see...I have all my new friends...I have my work, which until he gets back, is and always has been my life...My family is like three hours away, now by car instead of by plane, my life long girlfriends are only as far as three hours away, I can get in my car and go anywhere or nowhere...I can listen to anything, watch anything I want...Where is my mind at?

I just love him and would rather have him home...His friends are here, not there...He is not so happy with work right now for various reasons...His family is here, I am here...His car is here, his life long friends are here, and he can't just go wherever, whenever...

How retarded am I????

Oh, this guy, Robb, the man of my dreams, the man I love...He is also now known by Todd, OH EXCUSE ME, ROBERT!!! As "the man who tamed Carla"...AS IF! No, I do find myself wanting to be the best person I can be because of Robb...

Please don't ask why I am going on like this...Here, now...I have no clue why in the world I am going on like this...

Please know, Robb, when you read this, just how amazing you are, and how much I adore you, and love you...