Random thoughts...

Helloooo...

I know, I know...it has been far too long since I have written...Some of you have been begging me to throw something in here...I'm not that way...You all should know this...Things I write about have to matter--TO ME!

Well, November is just slowly coming...Damn, I can't wait!!!

My parents are here...I so wish they lived in Fayetteville...I never thought I would say this, but, I wish they lived in the same town as me...I mean, don't get me wrong, I soooooooo don't want to move back to Plymouth to make it happen though...I told them a while back I want to see them more, so, they have to come here more...They are complying just fine...LMAO!!! I think Mother might be right...I could have been a princess in another life...LMAO!!! Oh HUSH! I'm not that bad, and you know it!

Work is going well right now...not too terribly much to complain about...which is scary...each time it gets kinda easy going at the hotel, it seems, looking back on it, it was actually the calm before the storm...

OH...here is something that pisses me off...PEOPLE WHO CAN'T DO WHAT THEY SAY THEY ARE GOING TO DO...damnit, there is not too many things that aggrevate me more...that and mini-van moms...Seriously though, we are all adults...other than my kids on Wednesday nights, adults are all I associate with...I'm not like one of my many, many friends who are teachers...I associate with adults mostly all the time...there is no reason, barring emergencies, which don't occur that often, for people to not do what they say they are gonna do...I mean, fuck it...or at least tell you they are gonna do something else...I mean, if I tell you I will do this or that, unless something stupid comes about, I'm gonna do it...and guess what? If I change my mind, that's fine...I guess...but, I'm gonna tell you about it...I'm not gonna just not show up, or not call...no fucking way...If I change my mind, which I CAN do, I will call you...I might just decide I want to sit home and paint my nails on any given night rather than go somewhere...but, I'll let you know...I guess it's avoidance of responsibility I despise most...I think I sound like I am contradicting myself here just a bit...That's what it is...Here is what it boils down to: if you say you are gonna do something, do it--99.99999% of the time...if you can't, or don't want to, fine...make the person aware of the fact you have changed your mind and not fulfilling your obligation...Maybe that is part of it, too...People don't feel obligated anymore...TO ANYTHING...We should feel obligated to our word. I am just a little aggrevated over broken promises lately...I have very little tolerance for that sort of behavior...My ex-best friend, Stephanie put it best once before...I asked her once, why won't you ever make plans? (I am SUPER-PLANNER)...She responded with: "if I don't promise, or make a bunch of plans, I'm not obligated to anything...If I show up, or if that sounds like a good idea when it comes time to do it, great...if not, then fine...." Her main point was she didn't ever put herself into a position to ever break a promise...it worked...nobody ever got mad at her for breaking a promise or keeping her word...A good way to be, I guess...I just say yes or no at the point of asking, and stick with it...Not a problem for someone such as myself...

Until I get something else to bitch about, take care...