Maelstrom of emotion...

Ok...Here it is...the good, the bad, the nasty...

I'm pissed...

I'm pissed first off at people who won't mind their own fucking business. Yes, I know, I don't really use profanity in my blog a whole lot...As most of you know, I feel it brings the level of credibility down a couple of notches, if you will...I use profanity at my leisure...Not when trying to get a point across...I feel it is better suited that way...of course, that is MY opinion...and we all know they are like assholes...We all have one...Now, back to the issue at hand--Cal is PISSED...

Life is all about choices...Some of us make some choices others wouldn't and vice versa...I don't have to answer to anyone...except myselfSo, unless you gave birth to me, please, don't bother...

Today has just been retarded...It went fast-AT FIRST...then things began to crumble...slowly...first the phone call...then the stupid people on 95...then my bottle of merlot made me look stupid infront of my boyfriend...I just started buzzing a little sooner than anticipated...I should have known better...I had not eaten all day...

That leads me to another thing...

How do I eat lately? Fuck if I know...I eat carbs, I'm good...If I don't, I'm still good...I put on a fucking pair of pants this morning, I was walking around this morning, and realized, I have to keep on pulling them up all damn day...WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH MY BODY????


I just wanted to vent a little...

THANKS FOR READING (listening)...