The coming week...

Hello everyone...

Well, about this week...My number one focus will be my kids--no doubt...not MY kids, but, the children I was a nanny for in college. I am so looking forward to being with them. I haven't spent any significant amount of time with them since BEFORE I went to Birmingham. Which, those of you who know me, or at least know my story, know that it's been a while. It's gonna be so neat to be with them since they have gotten older and getting to know them as teenagers instead of babies...Sure, I've kept up with them, but, as far as to see them on this level will be very cool.

I also want to get caught up on my reading, and reflect on the past week. I like dating...I honestly do...But, I'm torn. Do I really want to continue to power-date? Not quite sure about this. I have a few options...I could try to date multiple people...see who tries hardest, with minimal effort on my part...I could focus on Buck...which I have been advised to do...but, honestly, I think we have reached a certain level...We aren't continuing to get to know each other. We are at a standstill, so to speak...Don't get me wrong, we have fun together...Just with his limited amount of time he can spend with me, I don't think I can continue on the way things have been. I talked to him about a couple of issues I have with him, and I got an "I'm sorry..." I don't know that is good enough for me. I don't know that he can do better though, honestly.


Like I said earlier...I spent some more time with Bill last evening. I loved it. It is time well spent, despite the short amount of time it was...We talked...we each listened. He didn't try anything...Which is nice!

Again...Mae said it best when she said, "he who waits is a damn fool..."

I'm so ready for my kids to get home from school!!!!