Mae said EVERYTHING best...

"Too many men, too little time..." Mae West

Man! She had a way with words, didn't she? I have to say...I think I'm definately a Mae West type. I can't help it! I honestly think there are worse ways to be, too...

I have been called many things...A social butterfly, a Philistine (sp?) woman...Umm...Self-centered...I think it's all a result from an unending search for something that could quite possibly be non-existant.

Lately, I am thinking that this line I quoted this time, is just perfect. All of her quotes seem to ring true to me lately though. If I could take a snip from this guy, a spoonful of that one, an ounce of this one, and 3/4's of that other one, I might just have the "perfect" man...That's not gonna happen, so now what?

I am thinking though...I just need to pick one, and just see where it goes...The one I am thinking, might be the best one for me right now. What's the worst that can happen? Another six months of my life wasted on something that won't, in the end, work? Whatever I need to do right now, I need to do it slowly. This dude, between his obligations to his kid, his job, his business on the side, I can't possibly rush into anything...YES! Believe it or not, there is time left over for me...LOL...Just enough...

I mean, here is what I am running into lately...Late 20-somethings that are mostly "separated" or just divorced, and they want to take time to screw around with anything that walks, which means, I'm screaming "NEXT!" or men who are older with much older kids that don't want anymore...or they are fixed...I need kids, if God will allow it...which means, I don't need to waste my time on these dudes...right?

Why couldn't Robb and I just have worked out?? I know, WAY too many issues...LMAO! It would have been cool though...Sometimes, lately, I catch myself thinking...You are so not over him...Then I ask myself...Why are you pushing yourself to get over him so quickly? I think that is where all the unsettled feelings are coming from...

Heck if I know...