Friday, January 20, 2006

Talk about timing!

Wow!

I have been seeing Buck for a while now...I have a blast with him...I just want to get some of your thoughts on this...If you care to share, that is...

A while back, I decided I am just gonna sit back, not force anything and see what happens with this one...I wasn't expecting much...I mean, he's incredibly hot! I'm not. I know, I'm not the ugliest duck in the basket, but, it's all relative, I guess...I don't want to get into an argument on what I look like with any of you...ANYWAY! So, back to the point of this posting...

I don't want to get caught up into another "Andy" situation...You know, us not being on the same page, and me getting caught with my hand in the cookie jar, kind of not knowing my hand shouldn't be there kind of thing...Let me catch some of you up on the Andy thing...we were not on the same page when we started seeing each other again...I didn't think we were that serious, I kept on dating others...He thought we were alot more serious, he dropped by the house one night, and someone else's truck was there...You know what hit the fan after that...He has a TEMPER! Whoa!

I don't want a repeat with Buck. I would seriously consider only dating him, too...He's that cool of a guy...After Robb and I split, I know the next relationship I get into, has to go slow...I have a hard time keeping things in low gear, too, for whatever reason...Buck's circumstances, if I want to be with him, insists that things go slow...they cannot logistically go fast with him...

Well, my real question is...is HE seeing anyone else. I honestly, don't have that "gut" feeling he is...but, I think I should make sure...That way I can be sure I don't need to keep seeing others...Tracking now?

Well, fastforward to last night...we were hanging out...and HE brought it up! He asked, and stated it's probably none of his business, but, he asked if I was seeing anyone else. I responded with a "no." Then I threw the question back at him, and he said "no". His concern is with his hectic schedule he doesn't want me to feel neglected. He says, he is in no way implying that I come across as needy, and he thinks it's too cool that I do my own thing...He stated he loves spending time with me and getting to know me...He just wants to make sure that I feel like I am being taken care of...How sweet!

For some reason, I have always come across, I believe, as some high-maintenance, needy chic...Not this time...not sure why...

Any thoughts?

Love most of you!

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