Along came Ryan...

Now...Let me say this...I MUST HAVE BUMPED MY HEAD! In my previous post, I declared I think I'm gonna chill with the dating thing...whatever...I'm a power-dater. There just is no two ways about it...

I decided to chill with the dating thing. How could I possibly do such a thing? Then about that same time, I was asked out like 3 times. One just was the most boring date EVER. Another, I found out that there is murder in his family. How do you respond to that? He's ok with that act, too. Whatever. Not seeing him again! Then, along came Ryan...Well, Ryan came first, just I realized a bit later...

Ahhh...WHAT a breath of fresh air! Too cute, too sweet, too sexy! I am phsically attracted to him, like nobody else! I feel so creative when I'm around him. I think we are harmoniously aspected. I feel like the odds for success here are incredible. It's like a chord has been struck when I'm around him or even talking to him...I don't feel there is any "halfway" when I'm around him. I'm an all or nothing kind of person anyway, I am allowed to be this person, and it's just fine with him...he loves it! This is FAR from just a harmless flirtation...LOL! I sometimes feel like there is a balance that has been struck...Right now, I'm contented on all three levels, mentally, physically, and emotionally...