My latest conclusion...

Ok, let me first say...I'll most likely be crucified for this entry...I don't give a rat's...

I have had it! I have had it with dating. It's funny. I'm hardly the prettiest chic I know. I know I'm not ugly, but, just not the prettiest. Yet, I date more than any other chic I know. My girlfriends just sit back, cross their arms, and try their best to keep up with all the men. (Bless their hearts for trying, too...I really do appreciate your listening ears...I think a couple of them live vicariously thru me...LOL!) This is the truth, though. I'm not like some people I know who have tried to toot their own horn in the past--I promise. Hell, I sometimes get confused, too. I look at my phone and as I scroll thru the names and phone numbers sometimes, I have to really think...who IS this person...LOL! It's pretty funny sometimes, but, I'll have to admit, it's getting old.

I have made the comment to Tabitha the other day, I'm gonna lighten up on the dating...I told her that nobody really flips my skirt anymore (not in a literal way, please!) It hit me last evening when I went out with Marc. This guy I met a long time ago, for whatever reason we stopped talking...then, about three weeks ago, I saw him on Myspace, and said "hi"...he had been pressuring me to go out with him...I finally gave in and went. Hey...I had nothing better to do on that particular night...Ugh...I suddenly remembered why I stopped talking to him. NO CHEMISTRY!

I think I'm just gonna stick to getting my needs met. Sad enough. Buck meets some needs--total fun and free to say and do anything I please...I love this when I'm with him...he truely is the CUTEST man I know (or ever met).... David (the old guy), so sad he's so much older...sooooooooooo sad...But, he takes care of me, in ways I have never been taken care of before...A relationship with either of these two men is just out of the question...I just know what I am getting with them...I get taken care of, simply put.

I think I'm just gonna chill, stick with what I know, Buck and David, and hope,hope, and then do some more hoping that someone--meaning--ONE person--will come along and take care of all my needs...Will I be crucified for this posting, most likely...I'm just sick of the one trying...

Before you make any assumptions that I don't put forth any effort into either of these two men, just know I do. I treat them just as they treat me...I think I meet the same needs they meet for me...

Love SOME of you...LMAO!