A few things I miss...

Hey there...Yeah, I know, I JUST blogged...

I was getting ready, and I just started thinking, man, there are a few things I have realized that I miss lately...Some of these things are very brief, a few keep coming, and then some things I am anticipating missing...

First, the very brief things...I miss that smell of the paint I used as a child in fingerpainting...As I have been painting more lately, I suddenly realized, man, this stuff doesn't smell that great...haha...The other day I was sitting in Barnes and Noble and this guy passed by, and he answered the phone with "Hey babe, what's up?"...Robb used to answer the phone that way. Again, something I missed briefly. I have been talking to Robb a little more lately, and we are actually getting along like two civil people would. It's nice, he's too wonderful of a man for me to miss out on a friendship with, honestly.

Things that keep coming up: Andy. Simply put. I'm not sure if it is the lack of closure we had, or what. I don't know where he is, I don't know if he's safe. I know he was a punk, and our relationship was like just wild, but, I still miss him, like nobody I have ever missed before or since. I think I miss his honesty most. He was the way he was, dashing and beautiful (to me), and not just rough around the edges, outright jagged! But, he was honest. If he said it, I knew, and still know I could have always taken that to the bank. What he said sometimes made me want to cry (in a good way, sometimes, other times bad) and made me want to knock the crap out of him other times, or just hide under a rock (like the first TWO times I introduced him to my girlfriends)...He was just honest, and I miss that. I haven't ever found someone so honest before in my life, or at least nobody I have ever been so willing to trust...Weird.


I'm definately anticipating me missing some people in my life. They will just be missed like crazy, I know I'll always be able to write, or e-mail...I was walking thru the grocery the other day, I walked past an aisle, and there she was...Tiffany. We stood and talked for a few then said our goodbyes. Then it hit me...In about a month's time, she will be leaving. I doubt I'll ever be able to run into her at the grocery store again, as she is moving on. Hank and Amelia will soon follow. Russ is going too. Taking his new bride (new friend of mine) wherever they are going, I always forget. Heidi, my dear, one of my most precious girlfriends, ever is leaving. She too is moving on. Wow, there are so many people leaving, I hope I'm not leaving anyone out. Shelley, my other dear, the other most precious girlfriend I have ever had, she's not really leaving, just getting married (YAY!!!!)

Just a few thoughts about things I miss and will miss...

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