Sick of the breakdowns...

Hey you guys and gals!

Hope your week is going well...Mine has been ROUGH! From employees, to boy problems. It never ends, I guess...I just keep praying, and hoping to realize, it's all part of some grand plan (or not...)

I had a date last night with C...This after a couple of dates with Mr. Hottie...Well, we got along great, until we were together...Not that we didn't get along, we just didn't "click" for lack of a better word. It is fine. I'm not attracted to everyone...This guy could have been good, there are good things about him, no, wait, wonderful things about him, it's just not there for us. NOOOOOOO, I'm not cutting him on anything, nope, he's awesome, again, there is a mutual agreement, there is nothing there...

Now you are probably wondering, what does the title of this entry have to do with anything...It's just the basis of my emotions the last week or so. I, for whatever reason, continue to have these breakdowns over Andy. I keep telling myself we were not ALL good...There were problems, several of them...But, the good things, I seriously miss...Things I have not found in one person, both before and since meeting him. Just makes me angry, and sad all at the same time. I will miss one thing about him, then it will make me miss all the other goodies about him...Then before I know it, I'm having some sort of sobbing session about how much I miss Andy, and how terrified I won't ever find all the good things I found in him in anyone else...

Someone slap me!

Love most of you...