Not intended for you to understand...

That's the best title I can come up with right now...See, I thought about this for a while...I thought about starting out with: "Once upon a time..." But, that might lead you to think there is some uber spectacular happy ending...Whatever a happy ending is...It hasn't happened to me, so, I can't really tell ya what one would be like...I only have sappy love stories as a reference, and those, for the most part, I do not relate to...

Well, this hasn't happened in the better part of a year, but, I'm writing something decent about Robb...Yes, I know, I did mention that he is one of the coolest guys I have ever met in a previous blog, but, that's all I said...

I really enjoy him. See, our story is really not the norm for me. In a good way, of course...We met. I fell madly in love with him, too quick. We moved in together. We learned to then despise each other. I so wanted to be happy with him. It wasn't working. I really tried to force it so hard, I couldn't be myself...That relationship crumbled into a million pieces of fury.

Then...out of the blue, we became friends...STRANGE! I honestly can't remember why we started talking again. I'm glad we did though...The last couple of weeks, the last in particular, has been great just hanging out with him...

I'm so sad though. First, I wasted, we wasted, alot of time being mad at each other for no reason. Hell, we couldn't help it that we kept on fighting. The only way to not fight would have been for us to change. Well, I tried to change me, which I was exactly half of "us"...The relationship took an even worse turn at that point, too...So, we are friends again. I love it, too. I normally don't remain friends with exes. I'm friends with him, despite everything that happened, I love, respect, and admire him as a friend.

He leaves tonight, I pray that I will see him again and that our friendship grows even more...

See...I told you this title is perfect! Heck, I don't even understand where all my feelings are coming from at this point...

Love most of you!