Thought Soup

Well, as most of you know, I have the attention span of a thumb nail. Seriously. I discovered this long after most of you did. Useful information to have on hand, too.

Well, this morning started out just ridiculous. My mind was obviously not right when I got ticked off at church and realized it's Baby Dedication Day. Wow. Well, of course, I couldn't sit at the front as normal, so I had to sit on a different side about half way back. Bummer.

I honestly think it's Satan jumping around the church saying, "hey Cal, look at me pssst: over here"..."Hey Carla...I'm on this side now!"

Then, as I was sitting there, I realized where I was. I was right where Chris and I used to sit. Also at church we recognized Veteran's Day. Again, bummer. I really try my hardest to NOT cry in public. My mind easily drifted...

I so miss Chris. I think that if there is one person in the world I miss outside of my grandparents, it would be him. I feel so horrible for his family, they are the ones who suffer to this day over his passing.

I just wanted to write something about him tonight...I just hope that he realized he was a wonderful friend to me while he was here. I still can hear his voice, his accent, and those stupid faces he would make at me.

Also, I would like to say thank you to any veterans who have served in the military for what we as Americans treasure most: FREEDOM.