Friday, January 21, 2005

Puhhhlease!

Well, the weekend is officially here...I was pissed off by one of your finest, not so much pissed off, but definately amused and a little confused...and he is really NOT one of your best, probably one of your worst...and, thing of it is, the question I must ask is this: Who does he think he is??? I can quickly answer this question. NOBODY! Let me just describe this joker...then you will see...he's one of your worst...truely, he is...Please, men, when you see one of your boys hurtin like this, help em out! PLEASE...For whatever reason, this joker thinks he is God's gift...If I could please use bad language, "he ain't all that".

Now, this guy, he's looking for something special, I hope he finds it...First thing I noticed, he can't look me in the eye...That would be the first signal of shadiness...second of all...he lives in this crap-hole of an apartment...he was NOT that cute...had freaking acne at age 25??? What is that about? Please...give this boy some soap...Just think...He thinks he is something special...I'm really glad that it isn't gonna work out with me and this fool...I wouldn't even wanna kiss him if I were paid to do so...Ugh, gross!

Monday, January 17, 2005

OKOKOKOK

So, since I last posted...I have gotten a couple of responses...

One in particular...I know...this posting probably sounded pretty damn familiar to him...I kind of left him hanging about a month ago...Not cool at all...So, sue me!

I really don't know what to say, except I am really sorry for it...does that count for anything?

Please let it! I guess not...I'm shameless too, at times...

BUT...what is REALLY funny, is that there are TOO many men that think they will be written about...LMAO!

If nothing else, maybe people, myself included, will stop and think...how will what I do, the decision I am faced with making, right at this moment affect anyone else...NO...I don't think any decision I make will change the way the world works, but might affect the way one's world might be for just a day or two...

Love most of you!


The weekend that started it all (sort of...)

Hey you guys (and angels)...

****NOT INTENDED FOR TOM, GENTLE DOM, MIKE F., GRANT, JUAN, KRIS, OR PAUL (you guys are great, or just haven't aggrevated me--yet)***

Before I get started, please know...this is NOT the weekend all my issues began, just the weekend I decided: ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! Before I go any further...I have contemplated back and forth...Some, most of, what I tell you, I know, is what I am reaping...I understand well that we reap what we sew...But, I do believe that for every wrong decision or poor choice that was made, we had a choice...either do this person right, or, do this person wrong...I think many times, we forget to ask ourselves..."would I really want this person to treat me this way, if the situation were reversed?" I know I don't always ask this question...BUT I STILL THINK ALOT OF MEN STINK OF ROTTEN POO!!!

I don't think all men are horrible...I'm not generally a "male-basher", either...I just call it like I see it...and it seems, trouble, where men are concerned, seem to just follow me around like an ugly shadow...

Please know, before some of you pee your pants, alot of you will weezle out of me telling "your" stories just b/c I don't have the time, or the energy to write about what you did to me, or how dumb you were...so, I'm just starting from this past weekend...OK? So, you can relax. You know who you are...LMAO!

So, let me go back just a little bit further...about a week...There was this guy, Mark...I liked him alot--at first...he seemed too good to be true...Nice guy...a little TOO nice, as a matter of fact...So nice, that on our second date, he told me he loved me? See, now, that is where he went wrong...It makes me wonder about the mentality of this person...All of you who know me even just a little bit, know, that, I'm like an onion, I have many, many different layers...there is NO possible way this joker could sanely say to me, "i love you" on date number two...so, I dealt with it for about a week, then, decided, I can't do this! So, I just ended it...for which, I am sure I will reap a GREAT harvest of misery for this one...which started this past weekend...LMAO!

Then, there was Mike...he seemed quite cool...a little younger than I like men I date to be, but, seemed oddly cool...Well, he asked if I wanted to do something Friday night, I said "sure, why not"...He was supposed to call at like 7:30ish Friday night...It was kind of last-minute...so, I didn't expect much...just for him to be a man of his word...It didn't happen...never heard one word from him...

Then there was man number 2, he needs to remain nameless...I kind of avoided him for a while...then I decided that I would go hang out with him since Mike didn't call me back...well...he agreed to meet me for coffee...he calls like 3 hours later and informs me he is at a club eating dinner...I got pissed...

Well, I ended up at an OLD friend's house in another town just for the night...He's a little shady about his intentions...but, I like him...so, he shall remain nameless, as well...

Well, Mike ends up sending me a message at like midnight on Friday night....he pretends he called me and didn't even get voice mail...YEAH, WHATEVER! I bought his story...I should have known better...I made plans with him on Saturday, he came by, hung out for a bit, was supposed to come back at 5...Well, 5 came and went...no Mike...then at 6, I get a message from him saying he is still working and will be calling me at 7...LOL...well, needless to say, 7 came and went, no call...Screw this guy! I spent Saturday night alone...and happily...

It was just the craziest day EVER! I am sure I will have plenty to write in the future...I just don't know...I'm sure my future entries will have as much adventure as all these...